Advent, Day 24: Weight

LOOK: The Weight of the Word #2 by Daniel Bonnell

Bonnell, Daniel_Weight of the Word II
Daniel Bonnell (American, 1955–), The Weight of the Word #2, 2020. Mixed media on grocery bag paper, 10 × 8 in. (25.4 × 20.3 cm).

LISTEN: “In These Long, Last Days” by Sister Sinjin, on Incarnation (2016; reissued 2019)

In these long, last days
She has borne creation’s Crown;
Heavy, sore, afraid,
The weight of love is bearing down.

Refrain:
We will wait. Even so,
Come, Lord, come.
We will wait. Even so,
Come, Lord, come.

In these long, last days
We must bear the weight of sin,
Broken, torn, alone,
Till you bring your peace to reign. [Refrain]

Bridge:
Don’t forget us, Lord,
Don’t forget us, Lord,
While we wait. (×3) [Refrain ×2]

Sister Sinjin was founded in 2016 by three young moms wanting to record an Advent album: Elise Erikson Barrett, Elizabeth Duffy, and Kaitlyn Ferry. Barrett left the group to focus on her work in the nonprofit and philanthropic sectors, and Duffy and Ferry recorded two more albums. This September the duo announced a name change to A Bright Abyss to reflect the evolution of their vocational identities (they are both now psychotherapists) and music, a genre they call “psychoanalytic folk.”

The lyrics of “In These Long, Last Days,” one of seven original songs on Sister Sinjin’s debut album, were written by Barrett; the music and additional lyrics, by Ferry. The first stanza refers to Mary’s pregnancy with Jesus—her carrying that bundle of Word-made-flesh inside her, eagerly awaiting the birth.

As Mary waited for the Messiah’s first coming, feeling the signs of its nearness in her body, so we await his second, and with it the rebirth of heaven on earth. We do so bearing the weight not of presence but of absence. God is with us in the Spirit, in word and sacrament, and through Christ’s ecclesial body—but the incarnate Christ, the God-man, physically ascended back into the divine realm. “Come back!” we exclaim during Advent, yearning for the return he promised. “Don’t forget us.”

Until that day, we will wait. Even so, come, Lord, come.